Dec 13, 2012

ベラミス - her epic journey of her soul

Chapter 66 Back to Earth, and her nightmares

Belamis, with Nick, Medora and little Idina was heading back to Earth as soon as they could.

Belamis held Idina in her arms, and looked at the little girl. Idina held her little hands up and tried to reach for Belamis' face.

Belamis looked at Idina and bow her head to Idina. Idina touched Belamis' face with her little hands.

As those little hands touched Belamis' face, Belamis felt a strange sensation - it was like the feeling when her mother touched her face.

"Be...la..mis.." Little Idina babbled and gazed into Belamis' blue eyes.

Belamis gazed back and whispered, "What is it....?" She smiled and kissed Idina gently.

Idina was very fond of Belamis and she just keep touching her face, and then her mind connected with Belamis.

Belamis felt a shock, and she looked at Idina.

Idina eyes was filled with tears. It seemed that Idina could feel how much Belamis' heart grieved at her mother's death.

"I am back to Earth ....where my loved ones are..." Belamis said gently.

Belamis then took her suit off and breast fed Idina. Idina sucked Belamis' nipple, and she touched the scars on Belamis' chest.

Idina looked and gently radiated her Galaxy Energy to Belamis - at that instant some of the scars were gone.

"Thank you... little girl..." Belamis placed Idina back to her little crib, and Belamis rocked the little crib gently and hummed a song - that was the lullaby Belamis remembered her mother humming to her.

A lot of the memories of her past surfaced gradually since her trip back to Gariusu. Belamis was often alone on the deck of Starry Princess when everyone was asleep.

Medora noticed a few times that Belamis was outside alone, and thought to herself, "Belamis is loosing sleep again...."

Ever since Gariusu's destruction, Belamis wandered all by herself in space, and she often stayed awake for weeks in her jet not sleeping.

The trip back to Gariusu stirred up a lot of her memories. Belamis looked at the cosmos, and was thinking about Kugo and Dr. Kitty - both of which she cared a lot.

Medora came out for Belamis.

Belamis heard footsteps and turned. Medora looked at Belamis. Belamis stood up, and Medora hugged Belamis gently.

"Medora... we will soon be back on Earth... everything's gonna be OK..." Belamis said.

Yet a very bad feeling was inside Medora's mind. She remembered Idina's little pal Ben, and she remembered how he cried at Belamis.

"Let's get back inside..." Belamis said.

The Starry Princess soon arrived to the outskirts near Earth. Belamis could see Earth from the window.

"Kugo..." Belamis thought.

The transmission unit was on, it was Dr. Kitty, "Belamis..."

Belamis sat before the console and replied, "Dr. Kitty... we will arrive in about two hours..."

Dr. Kitty said, "Me..and Kugo will out to greet you..."

Belamis nodded.

Starry Princess landed in front of Dr. Kitty's research facility. Belamis, Nick and Medora came out, and with Belamis holding Idina.

Belamis was the last one to walk out, and her eyes immediately saw Kugo.

Kugo was on a pair of clutches, and he walked slowly to Belamis.

Belamis hold back her tears, and walked slowly to Kugo.

"She's the little girl you found ?" Kugo smiled.

Belamis replied, "Yes..." She and Kugo kissed.

Dr. Kitty approached, and said, "Belamis.... after you spend time with Kugo... can I examine you ? "

Belamis nodded.

"Kugo, let me introduce... this is Nick.." Medora said to Kugo.

"I heard a lot about you from Medora and Belamis!" Nick said, as he shook hands with Kugo.

"Let's get in and settle down..." Kugo replied as he gazed at Belamis.

Belamis placed Idina into Medora's arms and said, "Take care of her.." Belamis then walked with Kugo.

Kugo was stronger over the few months when Belamis was away, but his legs had not yet fully recovered, so he needed clutches to support him.

Belamis gently asked, "How's your progress ?"

Kugo smiled, "You shall see..."

Belamis nodded, and the pair slowly walked.

Nick held hands with Medora, and said, "Belamis is so happy when she saw Kugo..."

Medora remarked, "This is probably the place where Belamis can be happy...." She said this as she recalled Belamis' sadness when she visited Gariusu.

Belamis and Kugo got back to their quarters, and Belamis helped Kugo to sit down.

"I am confident that in another 6 or 7 months, I can fully recover!" Kugo said.

Then Kugo got up in his clutches, and said, "Let me show you something..."

Kugo walked slowly to a room, and then came out - in his left hand was a carrier.

"What's that ?" Belamis asked.

Kugo put it on the floor, and opened the side door.

Then out sprang a furry animal and it jumped to Belamis' thighs as she sat on the couch.

"It's adorable!" Belamis picked that animal up - it's a gray cat, with a star shaped bald mark on its forehead.

"Hahaha..." Kugo laughed, "I asked Djorgo to get it from a planet ..."

Kugo wanted to get Belamis a pet.

The cat was quite big, and its four legs were strong, but it rolled as Belamis played with it, and it purred at her.

Belamis gently stroke the cat, and said, "Does it have a name ?"

Kugo replied, "Nope...... you can name her yourself..."

Belamis held it up, and gazed at the cat's green eyes, and said, "I will call you Nako..." And she kissed Nako.

"Thank you..." Belamis said.

"I have to see Dr. Kitty...." Belamis remarked.

"Yeah..... you have to go... she is really worried about you..." Kugo replied. Kugo knew Belamis sustained a lot of wounds on her whilst she protected Medora as a giantess and also her battle with Delexa.

"Dr. Kitty wanted to make sure you are well..... she takes care of me a lot of the time.. but... you are not here on Earth..." Kugo replied.

"I will be back soon..." Belamis said, and she kissed Kugo.

Nako the space cat then jumped off the couch and followed Belamis as she went out.

"No.... stay!" Belamis smiled. Nako meowed loudly, and rolled on the floor, begging Belamis to take her along.

"OK...OK...." Belamis smiled. Nako jumped in a leap and landed on Belamis' shoulder.

Belamis remembered her little pet Mi. Mi used to sit on her shoulder too. She smiled at Nako.

"Come..." Belamis said. Nako rubbed his head at Belamis' face. He loved Belamis at first sight.

Belamis headed to the facilities and entered. Nako sat quite still on Belamis' shoulder. Belamis stroked Nako's fur and said, "Do you like me ?" Nako purred and rubbed her head on Belamis face and again.

Belamis chuckled, and walked to the room where Dr. Kitty was.

Belamis entered, and there was Dr. Kitty and Professor Dodge.

"Belamis..." Dr. Kitty gently said.

Belamis heart stirred. Dr. Kitty reminded her of her mother.

Dr. Kitty walked towards Belamis and gently touched her face. To Belamis it was reminiscent of how it felt when her mother touched her face like that. Belamis eyes glittered.

Dr. Kitty said, "You will have to undress and enter the examination chamber... I need to check you up thoroughly..."

Belamis nodded.

There Belamis was lying on the  examination chamber, naked.

All the sensors flashed at Belamis, taking all kinds of measurements and imaging on her.

Dr. Kitty operated the instruments and remained silent. Nako sat on a chair beside Dr. Kitty and looked at what's going on, meowing at times.

The large screens showed multiple images of Belamis' body, X-ray, infrared, and many other images.

Belamis body had grown more muscles, still slender, but the muscle defintion was very visible.

"So much wounds... so much traumas..." Dr. Kitty thought to herself.

Belamis laid there very still, and she peered at Dr. Kitty.

Dr. Kitty started a few programs to collect as much data about Belamis' body as possible, for she wanted to make sure the database as many of Belamis' body's data as possible - those data would be vital for Dr. Kitty in case Belamis was injured, Dr. Kitty could administer the most effective treatment on her.

Professor Dodge and Dr. Joey was there to assist.

"She is so much stronger than the last time I saw her..." Dr. Joey remarked.

Dr. Kitty's heart felt a pain - Belamis body endured so many wounds, as visible by the scars on it.

"She's very brave..." Dr. Kitty thought, as she recalled Belamis' many battles as the giantess and the cyborg.

After 3 hours, the examination was finished.

"Belamis, it's done... " Dr. Kitty said. Belamis exited the chamber, and put on her plain clothes again.

"Where's Medora and Nick ?" Belamis asked.

"I have arranged a quarters for them...." Dr. Joey said.

Belamis visited the quarters, and there they were.

"Belamis!" Medora came out, holding Idina in her hands. Belamis smiled, and Medora handed Idina to her.

Belamis took Idina from Medora's arm.

"Did you miss me ?" Belamis asked Idina, and let her hold her fingers. Idina babbled, and smiled at Belamis.

Nick emerged, and said, "Hey... how's everything for you and Kugo ?"

"I will get back to the quarters and join him..." Belamis said.

Belamis took Idina with her, and looked at the baby.

Nako saw Idina and Idina noticed her. Nako meowed at the baby girl.

"Hey... do you like Idina ?" Belamis asked gently.

Nako purred and licked Idina's face.

Idina babbled, and smiled.

Nick and Medora laughed at the adorable scene.

Idina held Nako's head with her little hands, and Nako purred and rubbed her face at Idina's face.

Belamis smiled and said, "Now Nako.. be sure to protect Idina...."

Nako meowed back at Belamis as though he understood.

Belamis smiled and turned to Medora, "Tonight you will be by yourselves, I will be with Kugo..."

Belamis returned to her quarters with Kugo, and she placed Idina on the couch, with Nako sitting beside her.

Kugo came out and said, "Hey!!! Little girl..." He approached Idina.

Idina smiled, and used her Galaxy Energy on Kugo.

"Oouhhhhh" Kugo's headband tightened.

Idina babbled and chuckled.

"Don't be naughty..." Belamis laughed and picked up Idina. "Are you hungry now ?"

Idina shook her head.

Belamis placed her onto a little bed she made for her.

"I will come back to you later..." Belamis smiled.

That night, Belamis made Kugo a meal.

Kugo ate it and said, "It is delicious!" Belamis learned this from her mother and Medona.

Then Kugo said, "Hey.. wash me..." Belamis teased back, "Don't count on it!"

She took Kugo to the bath and washed him and they was in the tub together.

Then the two kissed intensely. Then Belamis helped Kugo to dry himself, and helped him lay onto the bed.

Belamis dried herself up with a towel, and laid on top of Kugo.

Kugo looked at Belamis' body, now having a lot of scars.

"My body is not looking good..."Belamis signed...

"You are still very sexy..." Kugo smiled, and he kissed Belamis' nipples gently.

Then they touched each other, their bodies touched, before they made love again.

Kugo said, "This time I will lead..." He gently pushed his penis into Belamis' vagina, and pushed in slowly to make both of them feeling very pleasent.

Belamis enjoye it, and smiled.

The two was separated for months, and they really missed each other.

After they made love to each other, Kugo laid with Belamis, and he gently touched the scars on her.

"It really hurts..." Kugo whispered.

"I am not afraid..." Belamis gently said.

"But... I don't want you be hurt anymore..." Kugo kissed Belamis' cheek, his eyes filled with tears.

Belamis looked into the brown eyes of Kugo, as he gazed into Belamis' sapphire eyes. Belamis kissed Kugo again.

"Promise me... don't fight anymore... just cook for me..." Kugo said.

"I will cook for you... but..." Belamis replied and stopped short of promising Kugo.

Kugo signed. He was a cyborg too, though he gained a human like body, he knew both him and Belamis' destiny were to fight.

Belamis touched Kugo gently, and she laid her head on Kugo's strong chest. Kugo smelled her black hair, and said, "I missed this smell..."

"I missed your voice...your touch..." Belamis whispered. Kugo put his arms round Belamis and they slept together.

The next day Belamis was up early. She had to feed Nako the cat. He bounced around and meowed.

Then Belamis breast fed Idina, as she was hungry after a whole night.

"It's cute..." Kugo said, as he looked at Belamis breastfeeding the baby girl. Belamis let Kugo hold Idina...

"Hey little girl... do you like me and Belamis be your parents ?" Kugo laughed as he danced along with Idina in his arms.

Idina laughed, and said, "Kugo papa..." Belamis laughed.

Belamis replied, "She will one day grow up to be like Princess Aurora...perhaps be the Queen at the Great Planet, and I will be there to protect her..."

As Belamis spoke, Idina hold onto Belamis hand. Then Nako wrapped round Belamis' legs.

"Na...ko..." Idina babble. Belamis put her down to the floor, and Idina hugged the cat tightly. Nako was docile and let Idina played with him.

"How I wish we can live like this for the rest of our lives..." Kugo said as he watched the cosy and warm scence.

Belamis looked at Kugo, and she felt happy, but she understood what Kugo meant.

Belamis nodded and replied, "So am I..."

They stayed on Earth.

Then Kugo noticed something over the weeks - he would wake up in the middle of the night and found Belamis wide awake, sitting outside a few times.

At other times, Kugo was awaken - Belamis had dreams.

This night Belamis woke up again, she gasped softly, tryng hard not to wake Kugo. Her body was sweating all over.

Kugo looked at her and asked, "Did you have a bad dream ?"

Belamis sat up and looked at Kugo, and said, "It's OK...just a dream..." She kissed Kugo.

"Bad dreams ?" Medora said.

"Yes...... it seems Belamis has something in her that troubled her heart..." Kugo replied.

"Did you ask ?" Nick said.

The three are together, discussing this.

"She just keep saying its occassional..." Kugo replied and visibly worried about Belamis.

"She's stubborn...and kept her troubles to herself..." Nick said.

"Belamis does not want you to worry about her..." Medora added.

Kugo was frustrated, "Why can't she share this with me....? I can help her bear this ..."

"Maybe... let me.. and Idina try..." Medora said.

Belamis was sitting at the beach all by herself. She had dreams, and she couldn't tell Kugo about them.

Idina and Nako was playing beside her. Apparently Idina felt Belamis' heart was troubled.

Medora saw Belamis from afar, and hailed at her.

Belamis saw Medora, and smiled. Medora came, then knelt down, handing a piece of cat snack to Nako.

Nako purred and ate the snack.

"Hey.... how are you Idina ?" Medora picked Idina up, "Oh...you have grown bigger..." She smiled.

Belamis knew Medora came for her.

"Did Kugo tell you ?" Belamis asked. She was not angry at Kugo. She knew they all cared about her well being.

"Since you visited Gariusu.... I noticed that too.." Medora said.

Belamis knew the traumas in her past impacted her a lot. At Queen Lacets' death, she even suffered from hallucinations as she recalled.

Medora held her hands close to the side of Belamis head, and said softly, "Can ... can I look ?"

She asked because she knew Belamis  might not like her to see what's in her mind.

Belamis picked up Idina, and instantly the minds of Medora, Idina and Belamis connected.

Medora then saw in Belamis' mind a teary Belamis in her childhood, and beside the little Belamis was her mother.

Then the scene melted away, and Medora and Idina could no longer connect with Belamis' mind.

"What the ....?" Medora exclaimed.

Belamis was startled, and looked at Medora, "What happened....?"

Idina was troubled and babbled, "Be..la..mis..."

Belamis' heart sank - she had to bear the burden all by herself.

Dr. Kitty was in her labs, and she was talking to Kugo.

"Belamis has shouldered her pains for too long..." Dr. Kitty remarked.

"We have to help her...... I should have talked her out of going back to Gariusu..." Kugo said.

"Dr. Joey can help.... she is a trained councillor and can help Belamis to walk out of the dark shadows of her past..." Dr. Kitty said, "..but only if she says yes.."

...

"Councilling ?" Belamis replied.

Kugo nodded.

Belamis bowed her head, and was in deep thought. Then she replied, "Yes..." The bad dreams she had were getting worse. Kugo had noticed she woke up in the middle of teh night.

Belamis signed, and looked at Kugo.

"I want you to be well..." Kugo gently stroke Belamis long hair.

Belamis looked out the window, and replied softly, "Yes..."

Belamis was hypnotized by Dr. Joey.

"This will help you to relax..." Dr. Joey said gently.

They began the session.....

(To be continued)