ベラミス - her epic journey of her soul

Chapter 67 Belamis' pains and her love

Belamis began her sessions with Dr. Joey, who was helping her.

After Belamis was hynotized, Dr. Joey talked to her slowly.

"Can you tell me how you feel ?"

"Lonely..... very lonely.... it was like I am in a dark place... "

"Are you in pain ?"

"No...."

............

The session lasted an hour. Dr. Joey woke Belamis up from her hypnosis.

"You have a lot of worries and anxiety...." Dr. Joey replied, as Belamis stood up.

Belamis looked out the window, and said, "Those worries keep coming back.... I cannot shake them off ... as though somebody is warning me...."

"Who is warning you ?"

Belamis signed. Her telepathy was suddenly cut off from Medora and Idina, but she kept hearing voices in the winds - like those voices of the Gariusu giantess guardians.

Belamis went home, and at the doorstep Nako came jumping to her, and meowed at her.

Belamis picked her up and said, "Good girl..."

Then she entered the house. Belamis went to the room where Idina was.

Idina was in her crib and she babbled.

Belamis put Nako onto her crib, and Idina played with Nako.

"Where's Kugo ?" Belamis wondered.

“Hey,...!" Kugo came, and he hugged Belamis.

Belamis was happy to see Kugo, and gently said, "You missed me ?"

Kugo laughed, "What else can it be ?" He's still on clutches, and Belamis watched it. She wished Kugo could recover right now...

"No..no..." Kugo said, "I know you can be the giantess and radiate your energy...but...that is too dangerous.."

Belamis looked at Kugo. He was wounded for her, and she just wanted to have him recovered.

Kugo knew her thoughts as he looked at Belamis' eyes. "I am doing fine..." He smiled and he patted Belamis' shoulder.

Belamis nodded, and said, "Let's go out..."

Kugo, Nako, Belamis and Idina went out.

It was the Winter and people were in holidays. The four wore warm clothings. Belamis hold Idina close to her.

"What is this season ?" Belamis asked.

"Winter.... getting cold and here where we are now, it sometimes snows..." Belamis said.

"Belamis... do you have Winter back at your home planet ?" Kugo then stuttered... he thought he shouldn't remind Belamis of her planet..

Belamis said, "Gariusu has two seasons only, the wet and the dry, and warm all the time... a lot of flowers and plants... but you said it snowed.... that's interesting.."

"In Winter... it seemed that everything slept or died... but it was just the nature to renew things... ..er... Dr. Kitty told me that..." Kugo replied.

"Renew..." Belamis replied.

Nako meowed as she rubbed herself at Belamis' legs.

Kugo picked Nako up, Nako meowed loudly...

"She wanted me to hold her..." Belamis smiled.

Idina cried. She wanted Belamis to hold her.

"They are competing for my attention.." Belamis smiled.

They walked to the seaside. That's where Kugo and Belamis had their first "date".

"I loved this place..." Belamis said, as she recalled that night she spent with Kugo.

"Look! Fireworks!" Kugo said.

Idina and Nako were not from Earth, and Idina chuckled happily as she saw the fireworks.

Nako just crouched and watched in awe, and meowed.

Kugo knew Belamis had a not in her heart, but he would not want to force her.

Belamis had the session with Dr. Joey, and she could just relax a bit at this Winter season, and Belamis leaned on Kugo as the two lovers sat together.

Kugo stroked Belamis long hair, and he hold Belamis' tight with his right arm. He did not want to be separated with Belamis anymore.

Then Idina babbled and held her hands up. There were snow flakes.

"Look... it's snowing now!" Kugo said in excitement.

Belamis looked and it was unlike the blizzard planet she once visited. The slow flakes landed slowly and she looked in awe.

"You fair skin... is like the snow..." Kugo said.

Belamis caught the snow in her palm and the snow flakes melted in her palms.

They sat and watched the fireworks in the snow, and huddled together until dawn, with Nako keeping Idina warm.

Then there's weeks of sessions where Belamis was with Dr. Joey.

Yet Belamis was still having bad dreams.

"She is not telling me much..." Dr. Joey said, as she discussed with Dr. Kitty Belamis' status.

"Belamis is holding back a lot of things..." Dr. Kitty remarked. She knew Belamis loved them, and would not want them to worry about her.

Belamis was helping Kugo in his sessions to recover, and she massaged Kugo's legs.

Kugo gazed at Belamis - Belamis was so gentle and tender, not a bit of her toughness as a warrior was there.

"Belamis... "

"Eh..." She smiled at Kugo.

"You are just really sweet when you are like this..." Kugo said.

Belamis looked at Kugo and gently touched his face, "So am I not sweet when I am a warrior ?" She said jokingly.

"You are just cool...." Kugo said.

"Now the tough part..." Belamis said, as she helped Kugo up to the machine to strengthen his legs.

Kugo laughed, "That's easy!"

Dr. Kitty watched from afar the lovers and signed.

This day Medora and Belamis walked along the mall. Nako jumping around and Belamis holding Idina in her arms.

"That's gorgeous!" Medora ran to a bridal shop. Belamis followed. Idina smiled and babbled.

"You will look stunning in that!" Medora pointed to the bridal dress on display. It's a white classic dress. Idina clapped her little hands, and Nako meowed.

Belamis smiled, and said, "Nah..... I had too much scars on my body... this dress has a low cut on the shoulder and the back...and a deep V in front...."

"Oh...." Medora remarked. Idina and Nako watched Belamis.

"That one looks good on you.." Belamis pointed to another dress. Medora looked at it and said, "I'd like to wear this when I ...." She blushed.

Belamis smiled and said, "Go in and try it out..."

"No...." Medora protested. Belamis dragged her in.

There Medora in the small dress, and the lady at the shop just exclaimed, "She's cute and just beautiful..."

Idina smiled and Nako meowed - both agreed.

"Nick will be stunned to see that..." Belamis smiled.

Medora turned to Belamis. The lady at the shop said, "This fine miss here should try too.... you are just so beautiful... those fair skin... you beautiful eyes and hair..."

Belamis shook her head and said, "Not today..."

Medora walked around the shop and found one that was classic look and said, "Try this!!!"

"No...."  Belamis was reluctant.

"This one is good.... it's classic design with long sleeves that can highlight your slender hands and body..." The lady said.

The lady at the shop and Medora helped Belamis to change. The lady noticed Belamis' body was full of scars, and was taken aback.

Belamis noticed the lady's face. "I am sorry......" The lady said.

"It's OK... not everyone have seen  such a body of a soldier..." Belamis replied.

"They are marks... of your courage..." The lady said softly, as she helped Belamis to put on the dress.

Belamis looked at her body in the mirror, and Medora gently helped. Then the two women gasped in awe.

Idina was also stunned, and babbled, "Be..la..mis..."

Nako gazed and purred at Belamis.

"You guys think it's beautiful too ?" Belamis asked Nako and Idina. Idina nodded, and Nako meowed.

"How I wish Kugo can see that...." Medora said.

"We plan to have our wedding after Kugo recovered..." Belamis said, ".. and you'd be my maid of honor..."

"I will!! I will!!" Medora said.

They left the shop, and both smiling. Medora was glad that Belamis invited her to be her maid of honor.

Belamis mind was eased a bit. The hope of the wedding took her mind off those deep worries in her.

Belamis entered the facilities, and as she approached the door she overheard this.

"We must not let Belamis know..."

Belamis stopped and listened.

"These disturbances... these anomaly... could it be that they returned ????" Professor Dodge said.

"I am not sure..." Dr. Kitty continued.

"Belamis..." Dr. Joey hailed her..

Dr. Kitty opened the door, "Belamis...."

Belamis remained calm, and said, "I just came back from down town..where' Kugo ?"

She asked as she peered to the computer and silently kept note.

"He's at the gym..." Dr. Joey replied.

"I'll join him there..." Belamis smiled.

At night, Belamis sneaked into the lab and checked.....

"Oh no..." Belamis gasped as she browsed the data on the computer........